Moon's World

My feelings (18/6/2014)

So In the end everything ends with me

It's always my fault

Be it bad or worst

I also want to the the cheerful girl u all know

I also want to smile like always

But I've been hurt once

Like they say

Once you break a mirror no matter how you fix it still will have a scar

I'm changing too

Changing for all of you

I don't want everything to end because of me

I know it was my fault

But I'm trying my best too

Now you're all leaving me

Your always told me to cherish people beside you

I did but you're just don't see it

You're all my precious peoples that I hate to lose

Yes people come and go

But I don't want you're to go like them

It's hard for me too

I'm smiling outside but I hurt so much inside

I can't tell your all my feelings I feel inside

Because if I do

I'm scared I will lose you all

I'm scared of losing people I love a lot

I don't want to be alone

I'm scared just scared

So I'll just write what I feel here

Cry it out in my corner

And let it go

Because I decided not to bottle it up anymore

I decided to just tell everything

I don't want to be the scared little girl anymore

I will stand for my self

Stand for my rights

Fight for it

I won't hide no more

I will be that strong girl your once know

I will stand my grounds

Fight for my own

Never letting anything get in my way no more

I won't let things go your way anymore

From now on

It's my way or no way

Never will I be that small girl who hides from problems

From now on it's my way or forget it

I will never back down no more

I will be my own ruler my own maker

This is the two quotes to end my dirary for 18/6/14